went shopping today(=
and yes, in my injured leg.
i din mean to, but hello today's the last day of GSS!
how cud i miss it?
ive got so many things still haven buy.
and today was a fruitful trip.
came back wif 5tops.
and i spent nearly 100 bucks.
but hu cares.i love loving shopping.
it brightens my day(=
and did i say bugis rocks?cos it does.

intended to met up wif yuan dey all,
but cannot pei he the time, so i din go
sorry guys,hope u all have fun today thou.
and yl, dun nid miss me lah.
we shall go ice skating sometime.lol

so i ended up celebrating some 2yr old kid de bday at khatib mac
she's my sis's colleague de daughter.
and she's really pretty.big eyes.long lashes and really sweet.
the power of mother love is overwhelming.
she did so much fer her kid.
living on $2 each meal so as to have enough money to organise this party.
how cool is that?
mummies rock(=

i enjoyed my night out ytd
the gals' company
the full of veggie and healthy dinner
and the heart to heart chats.
how i wish we cud do this every night.

the night view frm esplanade rooftop is simply breathtaking
i like the wind
the band.the music.
the sky.the stars
and the company.
be it wif the gals or my hunk,
esplanade will always hold dear memories to me
THANKS GALS FER MAKING MY NIGHT! I LOVE U ALL TO BITS(=
anyway, dinner was at subway.
shopping at marina square.
and i saw loads of reeaaallly prreettyy slippers
it's roxy and it only cost $15-$17.
i shall add it in my shopping list.(:(:
so ppl,dun grab all of them off the shelf so fast can?
esp YOU.u knew i wanted to buy tt so much
and jus cos u have the money, u bought them first
stop being a copycat.HAVE UR OWN MIND PLS
cos i seriously arent pleased at the idea of owning stuff tt u have too.

touch trg dis morning.(=
i hurt my leg
thanks gracia,dawne and weitong fer supporting me
thanks jo fer carrying my shoe bag
and the rest of the gals who's so concern abt me
tt's touch rug gals, u see =)
i shant tok abt the 'prank' u gals all played on me thou
make me feel so malu lah.haha.
anyways, hope my leg will recover soon.
i wanna run on the field agn and play wif the gals.
i wanna train wif them on mon.
i wanna recover fully fer wed match.
i'll be ready by then.i promise.
and i will do my best fer a division.
i will sprint my best.
touch the attackers
run at gaps.
no drop balls.
i will DO MY VERY BEST
cos i love the team.the gals.the sports
and i wan to make a difference.
we all can.

i still wanna believe in you
dun give me a reason to lose my faith n trust in you

end of this week hectic school days
n im off today cos it's a holiday fer my school.

shah was choosing the team fer a division ytd during trg.
like jazreel said,the atomphere was rather tense.
all of us were doing our best to earn a place in the team
n im really glad tt im chosen.(=
but i was really off form ytd cos my legs was damn freaking aching
ache to the pt tt i jus wanna chop them off.
haha. but i really enjoyed the 6men game.
the running at gaps. the side stepping.the pop balls.
the fakes.the ball interception.the 'mark your men' shouts.
and of cos the smell of the field.
im loving touch.yes, i do.
wad's better than being in the team
whr everyone is willing to do their best fer the team
whr efforts were recognized.
whr coach encourages you
whr team mates cheer fer you.
whr u noe u can make a difference.=)
SO JIAYOU GALS!WE CAN DO IT!

the ymca touch competition last sat was a good experience.
we learnt alot and bonded the team.
thou we din win, but we bought back memories.
there is still alot of challenges ahead of us.
and we will overcome them one day.tgth.

wanted to share this piece of good news with you.
u are still the first person whom i tot of.
but whr were you.no whr.

anyway a couple of my frens were facing r/nship probs.
but there are also a few who jus fall in love.
ppl like carmen who cant to stop using her hp,
shu hui n kaychuan who can eat lunch tgth in sch
and of cos my class couples abel n cheryl, kaili and gary.
they reminded me of us.haha.
tt was so long ago thou.

jus some random tots, to guys out dere,
it's no use trying to act like a good guy in front of the gal you like.
promise to do the right thing in front of her
den breaking it the next sec she's not dere
hoping tt she wun noe
but to tell u the truth,we gals might nt tell you,
sometimes we knew all those things tt are done behind our back as much as we dun wanna noe.
still, we wan to believe in wad our prince charming says.

before u convince her tt u love her,
try loving ur family first.
cos a person who duno how to love his family wldnt noe how to love his gal.
it's ppl in the family tt taught us wad's love is all abt.
if u cant even feel fer ur mum who give birth to u,
the parents who work so hard fer you jus so u wun have to starve and suffer
u are not fit to say u love a gal.
a character is not based singly on how u treat one person.
and a r/nship isnt just as simple as loving the gal.

before u complain tt ur gf is too demanding,
look n reflect yourself.
have u been demanding to your parents too
doing things tt hurt them.
it may be physically and also emotionally.
parents ache when they cant satisfy their children's demand
no parent wldnt wan to give their children the best
but have you tot of ur parents' interest?
they work so hard fer u
did they complain?throw a temper?or use violence on you?
and now u guys jus wanna demand the newest ipod, computer, hp.
is tt really necessary?
stop being a selfish kid n kip thinking how cool it is to have dis have tt.
stop and think how uncool it is to quarrel wif ur parents over such trivial things.
sometimes we all cud jus do w/o these demands
i love my family n i hope u can too.

so,using violence cant solve anything.
dun think it's cool to fight.
guys who fight are bastard.
n guys who hit gals are &%^&W#$^$&.

ive lost the courage to post what i have written fer the past 1hr.
so i guess before i decide wad i wanna do,
i jus leave dis post as it is now.
meeting yuan and fiona ltr.
hope they can cheer me up.
well, they always do.=)

he wrote dis fer me =)

Once upon a time, a boy fell in love with a gurl.
she was all he wanted.
But he was afraid that she doesnt like him.
He silently waited for her.
And, the boy confessed to her.
He found his Angel, She found her Light.
He painted her life with many colours.
Beautiful shades of happiness.
He was her source of energy, the one that kept her going.
He was always there to wipe her tears.
The one she leaned on when she was tired.
The shoulder that would always there for her.
He taught her how beautiful she was.
How lovely life was with her around.
They walked every street together.
See the stars and moon, feel the presence of one another.
Time really flew.
All their memories captured within their hearts.
Life was simple, but magical.

But Love wasnt as easy as it seems, it's full of obstacles.
One day, he went to someplace else, he became further, seemed to drift away.
It devastated him, he regretted in the end, but..

She learned to walk her every step without her Light.
She tried to be independent.
She went through all the ups and downs in her life.
But she kept on falling, she stood up and walked.
Just to fall again.
He felt pain in his heart every time he saw his baby cry out for him, cry out for the times he wasnt there and cudnt make it in time to be with her every second of her life.
He was lost depressed and juz in tears..

After all they went through, it's still each other that appears in their mind,
hoping that life was like when they just met.
How a little sandwich brightens one another's day.
How a whisper of three words sweentened their nights.
How he guide her way when she closed her eyes and held onto him.
How he held her hands and glided thru the magical ice.
How she managed to bring joy into his heart juz by walking home, thru the stalls near school.
the walks home that he would die for now.
the waits early in the innocent morning. 620

its hard but they love each other.
and thats what counts.

dis week is gg to be rugby-ful.
went back sch on sat to train.
it was tiring.but i learnt loads of tactics.
3Lbubble,3SL,3AO and CHOCOLATE.
n wohoo.i scored my first try
yeah,u heard it correctly.I SCORED MY FIRST TRY!
like finally.
but the second try i had wasnt counted cos it was a drop ball
aarrgghhh.
been feeling pretty useless.
cos i cant catch the gilberts.
i cant touch the attackers.
i cant gain loads of ground.
i cant give good passes.
i cant do fakes.
i cant run fast.
i dun have the stamina either.
so many things i wanted to do.
yet cant.argh.
anyway tml gg NYP fer friendly match.6pm-8pm
n sat there's gg to be another match too.
go gals,we can do it tgth!

gotten back bio,chem n maths.
as expected i failed bio n maths.
n i failed these same 2 subjects in common test too.
how am i gg to get promoted.
i duno how i am gg to mug.
but i noe im jus plain gg to do it.

still no matter how busy im with touch n studies,
how cud i forget my hunk^_^
so....we went to jurong pt on sunday.
it was a budget date.
n we spent less than 10 bucks altogether.
wonder how 2 super spendthrift ppl can do tt.
but we did it!
no expensive food.no movies.purely window shopping.
still it was fun.it's the company tt counts anyway.
im loving every moment im spending wif you.
GOOD LUCK FER YOUR RACE TML!
U BETTER GET SOME MEDALS BACK.=)
I NOE U CAN.

had sports carnival today
it was alright i guess.
but kinda sian n loads of ppl left before the whole thing ended
some were sitting ard the stone tables
n i saw some guys were playing soccer at the netball court
peggy hse was sitted right at the end.felt neglected.
and the atmosphere jus wasnt high.
coucilors were trying hard to make us cheer.
but nobody seems willing to do so
it was so PATHETIC.
we have NO school spirit.

But anyway,peggy hse came in second.wohoo!
well done peggy!=)
some race was really nice to watch.
lyn can run reallllllyy fast.
and woah soccer came in second fer the inter cca mixed relay team.=)
as fer the inter hse novelty obstacle n fun race,
it was eh, entertaining to the audience i guess.haha
the participants were all very scared cos we werent brief on wad we were supposed to do
den after seeing all the equipments being set out on the track,
wild tots are running thru our minds.haha
we were sure tt we will embarrass ourselves.my fren called it 'malu-ation'
haha.
but luckily it din turned out tt badly
n peggy came in first fer the obstacle run and second fer the fun race.

so after the race, me,faith,yuan,fiona went bugis.
we were so tempted to go hm n bring extra clothes to go wild wild wet.
haha.a tot in the moment of impulse.
budden ltr decided against it.
xuewei joined us ltr.and we had ice cream at swensens!
heavenly!
shared an ice cream wif dear yuan.
'arent we like a couple?'lol.
n we were fighting fer the cookies n cream flavour
but i have phonbia of the choco balls.
it has diminishing law of marginal utility.haha

so after which, we went to icon.the trendy zone.
every shop is so small.dun even feel like gg in.
but i alr saw quite a few nice clothes.
n there is this shop tt sells personalised slippers.
damn nice man.it costs $19.90.
-hint hint- can any kind soul buy one fer me?lols.
kidding lah.but i will get tt slippers.someday.
after shopping at the icon,we went hm.
all was tired.me n xw fell aslp on mrt.

tml's having touch trg at 3
gg sentosa in the morning if nothing goes wrong.
i hope i wun have drop balls.
n i nid to think more on the field.

today was a slack day fer me
ended my lessons at 1045am
and i cud actually walked out of the sch wif no guilt of ponning trgs or lessons
all thanks to no assembly.aint i lucky?
wed has always been my short day.
gp tutorial.maths lecture n pe.n im free till assembly/reading period.
i jus love wednesdays n it's a tie day=)
pe was ok today.my class gals signed up fer netball
so i guess i'll be stuck playing netball fer 8weeks.
which wasnt bad cos i nid top grow taller.haha.
but i wud prefer if it's touch.haha.
was alr tired after the warm ups.
we did sprinting,running,side steps,back steps along the lines of netball court.
i wud prefer if we did the 2rounds ard the track.
anyway, netball isnt as easy as it seems.
fer touch, it has always been running into gaps when i got the ball
but i cant do tt in netball.ive got to stay put n throw.
tt's hard.my feet nid to move.
but overall i think it's ok bah.
i'll be waiting fer the day when i can shoot one successfully ball into the net.
lols.
tt will have to wait till the 7th week of the term.

stayed in sch till 11plus.
bot my hse tee finally.
was so tempted to buy the phoniex tee.
but i guess peggy isnt tt bad either.
went to the pe department blk,
hoping tt dere's some notice on the inter hse novelty fun n obstacle race
but haha, nope.
i wldnt be suprised if the details are only told to us on sports carnival day itself.

yupps, saw hwee min on the bus ride hm.
i din see her until halfway thru the ride.
i nvr seem to take notice of the ppl ard me.
tt time was nic.now her.haha.
went shopping at cold storage with her while waiting fer my mum.
she bot yoghurt.milk n campbell soup.
tt's her lunch.tt's like so healthy lah.
if it's me,i wud have bot CHOCOLATES, sweets, biscuits and fruit juice.
haha.so we talked quite a bit.old frens are still the best=)

having lunch wif mummy is the best.
she pays fer eveything.n i get to enjoy good food.
oops.haha.
was recieving msges fer yuan.faith n sherry throughout my lunch
telling me stuff abt their results or wad they heard abt the overall performance
it's very scary to recieve msges like 'there's only 5 passes fer bio in the whole cohort'
wonder if it's true.n i sure hope not.
some of my frens have alr taken back their papers.
whr's mine?
haha,not sure i wanna get back not.but still, the suspense is killing me
i wan to noe how badly ive failed.
i jus cant face miss ding.i noe ive flunked my bio badly.
argh.when will i ever pass bio?

most prob i'll be getting back my maths,chem and bio tml.
all at once.ppl pls wish me luck.haha.
i jus nid to survive tml den it's sports carnival on fri.
short day,yay.n i might be gg to www or soccer bbq.woots!
but at least dere's common lunch tml fer me to look forward to.
n dere's touch trg tml.i nid to burn off tt extra calories.
n someone pls tell me i can run.my determination is wearing off.

heyhey darlings,ive decided to revive my blog
fer no particular reason
as fer how long can i continue blogging..
haha.time will tell soon.

today's my last paper.econs.
short paper.jus wrote whatever i cud think of.
my mid yrs are screwed anyway.
dun ask me abt my marks.
i'll tell u if i tell u.n if i dun.u get wad i mean.
i guess i mus work super hard fer promos
if not it's bye bye to being a j2 kid next yr.
till den, i rather not think abt it.
n yes,im living in self denial.but im enjoying it.

so econs ended at 9.
sat at the atrium wif faith n lyn.
waiting fer my yuan to finish her chem.
so i waited n waited n waited.
n tadaa,i din c her jiu have to rush n meet my hunk^.^
nice hunk waited fer me at j8 early in the morning.
catch superman returns at 10.40am.
haha.we always go fer movie dating.
dere's jus seem endless of movies tt interest my hunk.
but i dun mind.ive got free movie treats.
whatsmore dere's like a hunk sitting beside me lah.
free eye candy.who will mind.haha
anyways,it was a long movie.i fell aslp at the beginning.
u cant blame me cos i was super tired
n there's nice broad shoulders tt look so tempting to lie on
n anyways, i din miss out the best part of the movie lah.
i was so awake when superman starts to go ard saving the ppl.
i wanna fly too.can i?lol
now i uds y darren wan to be a superman le.lols.

have our lunch n hunk suddenly wan to go fer his water trg.
so i went back sch to look fer sherry n rot wif her.
7 hrs of waiting time fer touch trg to start.
was so tempted to go hm n catch my beauty slp.
but u noe me,i wldnt want to go back sch once ive reached my cosy hm
haha.so anyways, touch trg was fun.tiring.challenging yet self-satisfying.
amazingly,i cud catch up wif the running pace
but still, my stamina nids improvement
drills.6man game.push ups.sprinting.running.n we ended quite early.
competition's coming soon.n im looking forward to trg hard wif the gals:)

uh huh.it's past 12 now.so whatever ive jus blogged is ytd de.

to hunk:thanks fer accompanying me today.n of cos the movie treat.u most prob will go crazy wif dis entry cos u kip seeing ur name up.haha.u now wad im gg to say to u.so let's nt type it here ah.haha.=p